I hate love... even when you're not in it.... you're always hurt by it.

What do you do when you realize that you're whole life is a lie, and your entire future is developed around what you have already accomplished......end it?...or keep going?

Ever been really happy...and really sad at once...and you don't know which emotion to chose...the sadness keeps settling in and you keep fighting and hoping for the hapiness...but nothing happy happends to support the hypothetic feeling...♥