I've lived in kansas since 3rd grade. I'm originally from Simla, Colorado. I've been in Foster Care for almost two years. My mom and I don't get along at all. She tells me she wishes I was never born. That whole situation is a mess. My 17 year old brother already moved out. He lives in Texas with Our dad so I can't see him. I'm not allowed to see my bio father until i'm eighteen. That situation is a mess too. My 8 year old brother is awaiting trial for molesting a 4 year old. Which was influenced by my mothers sexual behavior around us kids and the only kid that hasn't done something (that we know of) is 13 year old brother. So my life is very screwed up as you see. I try to express my feelings as good as i can in poetry but i'm not that good at poetry. This school year I thought I found my one and only man but I'm still way to young to have that happen no matter how much I want it to. My "one and Only" is Brandon Johnson and I love him dearly and he loves me to but we have a yo-yo relationship because I'm afraid to let him go and he is afraid of commitment which is not unusual for men. If you have any questions or comments just E-mail me. Thanx