Overloaded. Overpowered.
Overwhelmed inside...
I want to hold your hand in mine,
And show you how I feel...
Triggers. Feeling angry.
Boiling tummy, filled with rage...
Solace in the thinking.
Peace within...
Dreaming of the way you smile;
The way your hand held mine...
You were who I trusted,
And I know that was my fault...
Sitting in a whirlwind,
Wailing hurricanes within...
Life is in the living,
And the moments that we count...
Feeling isn't just your touch,
Or what is in your heart...
With bluebells come tranquility;
Where peace and quiet lay...
Somewhere between rain & sun,
Where Spring is trying; Winter done...
The husband who told me to love
Like loving was the main thing...