Im crazy

by JasmineAkAMrzRoss

I know when I'm done writing this
it wont make any sense
because the thoughts thats in my head
are really hard or dense

my mind is so messed up
my mind is so crazy
my thoughts are not in order
my thoughts are really hazy

nothing in my head is finished
i cant think straight
i cant remember anything
not even todays date

its really hard to focus
its like i really cant
i keep saying "concentrate"
like its some kind of chant

i can see letters & numbers
but their always upside down
or i see them backward
or jumping all around

i try to put it together
to fix the puzzle in my mind
but when i think to long
my mind goes into overdrive

then everything stops
and everything stands still
i start to feel light headed
like i took too many pills