Soulmate

My life has been a storm of confusion, hurt and pain
In my solitude negativity has crept into my brain

My soul anguishes as neglect poisons my heart
I claw desperately at my chest trying to tear it apart

My soul now feels like it's infected and black
I grow weary as I try to endure its fevered attack

People are oblivious to my constant insincere smile
This hate building and festering inside me all the while

I wait here for the One who can cure the sickness of my soul
But I'm losing hope as daily life takes its toll

If my soul escapes this vessel before I find you
Remember in the most important ways that I've been true

And when I'm reborn to start another life on this Earth
I hope to find you this time and complete my eternal search