Conscientious with my inner ignorance combat with my counterfeit grin don't leave me alone to over analyze I'm paralyzed in my former condition it's becoming an infection suffering from my parents sins got me pinned down while they've moved on to live in the present I'm living in olden and they don't even grasp it
if you'd see the intervals we've come
you'd profess I'd be jocular
but I'm attached with what I've witnessed
my heart has become coal black and bitter so what's the point of existing takin this pill but I don't like the change its appointed my mental state is at risk I'm reflecting on self destructing I'm giving myself the life sentence and I'm not even the defendant as I continue on this path of self destruction i ponder back to when I should've asked for guidance from their virus
but
I can't keep looking back
but in the forth
there will be better days days
