Dark within, dark without.

Its dark within my heart tonight
its darker than satans heart
for though I set out to forgive
I ended fraught and could not give.

the things I said and sadly did
even my mum could not forgive
She would rue the beast she fawned
And wish id died and not been born.

And even daddy sadly gone
Would hate for what Ive become
He'd beat me raw with buckled belt
till I understood how Jesus felt.

I hate my self this rabid beast
The devil spawned and released
The evil wife now deceased
my sad fare well i must cease.