Opened Wide Eyes

Awake
They seem to be laughing
at what
at whom
but where

Lights in the window
they make me vomit
shadows of
lust and greed
testify them

Sluggish pacing
they always make me
all of them
most smile
others seek
the rest fear

Nauseousness
they scream convincing
they make me,
they can't be me
they always make me
awake but sleepy

Opened wide eyes
Opened
and closed
Opened
and closed
closed
and sleep