This Childs Nightmare..

A busted face, bruised ribs
I tried to survive but succumbed to the pain of his kicks
I try to have my own dreams..
thoughts that add up, something that has meaning
yet, i'm stuck in a world i don't know... His..

The voices in the hallways scare me
trapped in this room, with my shadow.. harry
telling me that am worth nothing..
never again will i want to be something.
I know i am something, a mistake..
I am just as guilty as that fat kid taking the cake..

Liars, they leave a guilty trail..
I hide each and every one of my tears in this pail
no one can console a twisted child as i..

A destroyer of dreams..
I have shattered what my family wanted me to be
and completely eradicated the one you loved..
I'll prove to you I'm not normal.. I wear a shell, like a glove...

I sit in my corner..
just with myself, a loner..
nothing left..

I sit and cry..
before i can do that.. i must wipe the blood from my eye..
the mark, you put it there..
in destroying lives, you've done your share..

NOW YOU CAN SEE WHAT IV'E DONE..
I haven't killed anyone, but you might as well hand fourth the gun..
You'll want to die too before I'm done..

I'M F U C K I N G USELESS.. Now you know..