I Want The Thrill

I can't wait to hurt a boy
To watch him fall
And play him like a toy

All of them deserve it
The pain and agony
Throw them into a pit

I'm sick of being the one
I want to thrill
I want the fun

I'll break them
And twist them
Until they fall apart

It's what I need to do
To fix myself again
Please forgive me now
Before I start this sin