I dont wanna be here

by Natalie

I awake to lonely days
bored, nothing to do
troubled thoughts
come into view
thoughts of
past,present and future
none sound remotely
good to me
i cant
erase the past
i cant
chage the present
i cant
even think of a future
i dont want a future
i dont wanna be here
i want
all the hurt to stop
its too much to take
i cant bear this much longer
im sick of this existance
well its not really
much of an existance anyway
i dont wanna be here
i wish something
wud just come take me away
give me some peace
allow me to find
a release