It's Never You

Why is it that its never you?
No matter what I do,
Or how I try,
You're never the one to come after me.

I have nicest guys notice me,
But I relentlessly turn them down.
I could have found something great,
You're the only one I care about.

You make me weak, and strong,
And my mind is constantly a wreck,
Because I know there is no point,
And I should've given up long ago.

But I just can't seem to let go.
You're in my every thought,
And you're my only dream,
You've become part of me.

It'll never be you, I know this.
You'll never notice me for who I am.
It's a miserable feeling to know
That you'll never be the one to come after me.

There is nothing to be done. I chose you,
The misery, having you only in my dreams.
But I�ll live in this misery forever
Because it is better than truth.

Not my best, written quickly, but its ok i guess.
Please r/r/c =)