Your Mental Game

by Jodie Phillips   Feb 22, 2008


How can I live this way
You have to follow the rules
Stop being so cruel.

I've put up with it for too long
I finally see what it is you do
I wont take no more mental abuse from you.

I have been blinded by your game
Mental Abuse was it's name
Using my weaknesses to burn my brain
Until it no longer functioned the same.

Twisting every word I would say
Making me believe I was always to blame
Grinding me down until I was nearly insane.

Like a hunter messing with it's prey
I'd lash out just to get you away.
You loved seeing me in this state
It was like a rush running through your veins.

Exhausted from what you have displayed
Believing I'm this horrible person you have portrayed
The damage now permanently engraved.
Sobbing, in my tears i have layed
So confused and in a constant daze.

A 5 year headache where unanswered questions lay
Because you never give them the time of day
To date they still remain.

But I can feel my headache has started to fade
I'm starting to see the light of day
I've realized i don't like the game you play
The rules are not fair I'm taking them away
Now lets see you win your nasty game....

    report violation
0


Did You Like This Poem?

Latest Comments

  • 15 years ago

    by Nobody

    Omg this poem is amazingly good i loved it! you give each poem its own personalty and flare i love you ryhmes and word choice. the depth of pain and frustration is so real you express emotions beautifully! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx so so so talented! 5/5

  • 16 years ago

    by Cotton Candy Clouds

    Very very good i loved it : ) i hate when people try to play mind games on you or get joy out of watching you in pain when all you want is a relationship with them....its heartbraking : / but you did a wonderful job on the poem! 5/5 <33

  • 16 years ago

    by Mike Wilburn

    Using my weaknesses to burn my brain
    Until it no longer functioned the same.

    Emotional poem, many feel this way often.

  • 16 years ago

    by kia

    I really related to this one. Funny how mental abuse is so much harmful than physical abuse. It really well written poem all the same 5/5

  • 16 years ago

    by Jennifer RIP Lesthat Hayden

    I felt the rhymes were repetitive. For example, you used a lot of words that rhyme with, away, day, play. That sort of thing. It got annoying. I also felt the worlds could have been more advanced. For me I like to see complex or not used as frequently words. I don't even have to know what the words me. In fact it may be better that way because then I will be forced to expand my vocabulary. I just felt the poem was lack luster and the word and rhyming choice took away from the message of the poem. Interesting title though. 2 because I got lost and choice of words.

Read All Comments (9)

More Poems By Jodie Phillips