Letters To Lovers Part Six: 10 Stanzas

I hate the way you don't text back,
And never say my name,
I hate the way you shut me out,
I hate I'm who you blame.

I hate your stupid, broken phone,
I hate your fake, fake smiles,
I hate the way you haven't said
"I love you" in a while.

I hate the way you make me feel,
I hate this screwed-up time,
I hate you and it makes me gag,
It even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you make me laugh
When I just want to cry,
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.

I hate the way you looked at her,
Like you used to look at me,
I hate the way you made me think
That we were meant to be.

I hate the fact you turned to her,
And the way you made me break,
I hate the honest way you said
That I was a mistake.

I hate the way you want to leave,
I hate the fact you aren't,
I hate the way these unsaid words
Just fester in my heart.

I hate the fact I lost your trust,
I hate that we can't mend,
I hate that I cant help but think
This just might be the end.

I hate the way you're never there,
I hate that you don't call,
I hate the way I CAN'T HATE YOU.
I hate that most of all.