Sticking to Little Hope

You're cold to me
You hurt me
You use me
Yet I stick around

You're the only safety I know
So I don't have it in my heart
To see you let me go
So I'll hold tight to my hope

Even though you don't know I exist
And you resent the way I love you
I'll sit tight and wait for a change
Although it may never come

I can't see myself with anyone else
I only want to be with you
But you won't hold me close
Too use to being alone

So I fight for your attention
And I cry into my pillow when you ignore me
I apologize profusely for letting you hurt me
How stupid can I be?

Yet I stick around
No one else will ignore my intimate tears
And no one else will put up with my hang-ups
So I stick around