Help me........

You cheated on me once,and now i can't forget it. Your light brown eyes kill my joy now, every time you say good night i love you i don't even know if is true.Is just so unfair to know i give everything to you and you pay me with this.I should had listen when they told me you didn't love me,but i trusted you and i fell for you

How do i know if you won't do it again,how can i trust you enough to keep loving you this way.I'm your wife the one that ways makes you fell good about yourself no matter if you wanna cry.

I was there when you got hurt,she wasn't, i was there when you need a place to stay when you stayed on that weed all day.I give you my love,she gets give pleasure.
Dam i don't wanna play this game no more,because every time i join in,i always get hurt at the end.

I love you but i can't trust,i can't let you go,i can't hold to this pain,i wanna cry,but i can't show you my weak side.

i need yall help please help me with this pain