Alone

Lost inside myself
Cant see through my eyes
Feel all of the pain
Blood trickling from my heart

Empty head but so full
Hands trembling in clenched fists
Tears stream onto my lap
Cant stop the loss I feel

Sun rises on a new day
Worries fade away
Look up at the blue sky
As white birds flutter by

Nighttime comes again
The fear that lives within
Lie awake in my dreams
Nothing is as simple as it seems

Pressue on my chest as i breathe
Afraid of my own thoughts
Cant believe you did this to me
You made me feel so inferior

I turn my back on your smile
I turn my mind from the memories
I smile... because i realize
I am better off Alone then with you!