People always say dont worry because hes smiling down on you from heaven but how do I know its true
Sometimes I dont believe it because I dont want to hear it
I dont want to be reminded that hes really gone and its the truth
He left me here without a good-bye and its not his fault he had to die but where were the signs when time was coming through?
I wish it could have been prevented but its too late for that now
Holding back tears because I have to stay strong if not for me for him because he wouldnt want anything to be wrong
He always made me smile and I miss him for that because when I was feeling down he was the one who brought me back
Those hugs I miss so much when he would squeeze me tight and share his love
The love I can no longer feel now that hes gone
Searching for comfort to lift me up and keep me on my feet but this situation makes me weak
Knowing that I lost a brotherly figure in my life makes me want to do right
I dont want to see anyone suffer the way I did
It took so much to get where Im at now to look back at every memory I have of him and smile because thats all he wanted from me
But now hes gone so may he rest in peace
