After You Were Gone

I cried, I shouted
I slammed at the door
I hit my wrists on the wall
I cried and laughed like a mad
but nothing changed the fact you were gone

No matter how many times
I would shout your name
No matter how many times
I would go the place we used to be
Nothing -I mean NOTHING-
could change a thing
This already was happened
it was in the past
There was nothing to be done

I was there, I was left to be alone
To be breathing this air in my cold lungs
To taste my own bitter medicine
to become again that Unperfect Creature
to feel I never was and never will be
the object of your royal love...

With this thoughts on my head
I stood up from the stone floor
I walked to lift, pressed a button
and when I was waiting it to
coming down I remember the little
golden heart your gave me as a gift
I took it out of my pocket and gave it a kiss.

The door opened and I went it.
I pressed the button of the highest floor
I went the roof of the building
I walked near the edge and took of
my shoes... The ground felt cold under
my feet... I closed my eyes and took
a deep breathe and I jumped to unknown...