Last time.

You promised me that it would be different this time.
You told me you were sorry for the other times you used me
and it wouldn't be like that,
THIS TIME.

You said you made a mistake, and you were stupid back then,
but that it wouldn't be like that,
THIS TIME.

You promised.

Reluctantly I believed you.
I gave you everything that was left of me, because you said
that it would be DIFFERENT.
Because you said that you were different, and I was different
and that you would prove to me that it wouldn't be like that,
THIS TIME.

You said you cared about me.
But when you got what you wanted, you were gone.

If you really cared, when I said I'm not sure if I want to,
you would have waited.
But you begged, and said sweet things and sucked me into
your spell again.
Because you said it wouldn't be like that,
THIS TIME.

It doesn't matter what anyone else wants but you.
Because you promised that it wouldn't be like that...
THIS TIME.

Once you left, all the sweet things were forgotten.
No affection in your words anymore, only hard, cold words.
Why?
Because there wasn't anything else that you needed from me.
Nothing left to gain.
And it didn't matter if you broke your promise, because you
weren't affected by it being exactly like LAST TIME.

This is the LAST TIME it will be like last time.