Sleep..zzzzzzz

I never get any sleep anymore.

well not like i use to. before you ruined my life, i loved to sleep and dream of the most beautiful places ever..

but now staying awake is my only escape..

if i was to sleep you would pop up..

and i would be scared for the next 3 hours..

so the only thing i do is try to stay awake..

if i fall asleep on accident...don't worry just give it 30 minutes..

thats about how much i get...or at least 2 hours.

but people always say, "oh your so beautiful!!"
what!!!? i don't see it!
hello!!! i don't get my beauty sleep..

with out sleep, always crying they have to be joking..

i guess, maybe, maybe i am..
maybe thats the reason why he wanted me. to take all i have. i feel so dirty. i feel like thats all every guy will want to do.

is just have his way with me and let me walk around being scared..

i would give anything to be able to sleep the way i use to..without the bad dreams..instead of trying to stay up all night and the next day.

all i want is to sleep like a baby again.