I wish ...

I wish you were still the guy I loved, the one always on my mind,
But sometimes it seems it's hard, to put the past behind,
I want to believe the things you said,
but try not to remember, I was the one mislead,
I want to believe that you are the guy I called my best friend,
And that all the lies, had never hurt me in the end,
So please dont say you are sorry, I will have to say it too,
Because no matter the truth, all I seem to do,
Is tell you that it is okay, and that I forgive you.