What should i do

I'm sitting here cutting myself
watching the blood go down
I'm so confessed
my boyfriend is behind bars
and i don't know why
people is telling me so many things
he tells me different
what should i do?
should i listen to them?
or should i listen to him?
still watching the blood
go down my arm
i listen to my heart
it's telling me to believe him
their just trying to break us up
he wouldn't lie to me
he never has
or has he
what should i do?
well at the end his home
but the question is
is he home for good?
if he not what should i do?