Bleeding Heart [English Sonnet]

I have the courage to tell you at last,
I should've made my feelings for you clear.
Unfortunately that time has now passed.
I wasted my chances while you were here.

So I write this time to explain the pain,
Of having you here then you're gone for good.
Being around you breaks up the mundane.
I bare my heart now like I really should.

Show me your smile that can light up a room.
Being with you is my version of bliss.
Two diamond eyes that could shine through the gloom
These are the things that I silently miss.

Without you here; my hearts walls fall apart.
You're the sole cure for this poor bleeding heart.