You Make Me Cry

I'm thinking of you tonight
With a hole in my heart
Tears starts to run down
As my world falls apart

I feel so empty inside
My soul is slowly dying
My eyes are swollen
From hours of crying

4 months since you left
And still I can't move on
It is so hard to realize
That you're actually gone

Coming into my life
Made me so much stronger
I believed in myself
But not any longer

I am never good enough
And I never will be
When I look in the mirror
I too hate what I see

I died because of you
I gave into self-harm
All I have left now
Are scars along my arm

I have no reason to live
If you don't come back
My heart is bleeding
And my soul's turned black

Every time I think of you
I always starts to cry
Without you in my life
I might as well die