Deserving more

I hate myself for falling for you
There's just so much better you can do
At first I thought I deserved more
But things changed after I got through the door
When I first opened it we were just starting to know each other
And soon enough became fund of one another
I closed it a couple times
But only because I wasn't in the right state of mind
But you reopened it for a second chance
That I promised I would make last
But the thing is were two different people
One so sweet and kind and the other full of lies
I don't want to be the girl to hurt you
You're so caring of me and I don't want to be through
But if it's the only way to see you end up happy
Ill take my chances and be cranky
Loosing you would be so hard
But letting you go is going to be even harder
I love you and will always be your friend
You'll thank me when you're better off in the end.

June 10, 2008