Wishing to help
wanting to be noticed
floating on
endlessly without break
I tried to help
tried to be useful
all i got was a loud voice
and a tissue
to wipe the tears
on the inside that i fear
the one i refuse to show
don't want anyone to know
how i feel inside
nothing i do is noticed
nothing i say is loaded
into the minds whom i try to speak
making my shell weaker
breaking and creaking
starting to let emotion slip
use to be so strong
use to be able to hold on
now i need another
my lover
to hold me up
to help me fly
and i will lean on her
till the day i die
