Trapped....

Trapped in a hole
trying to break free
but theres no where to go
trying to breath
I'm suffocating in here
screaming "someone help me"
no one can hear me and theres
no one in sight,
its so dark in here
like a moonless night

What do i do
I'm trapped in my past
why doesn't happiness ever last
it hurts when you're hurt
by the ones that you love
wishing there was an angel
watching over me from above.

What have i done
to be treated like this
I have a bruise on my face
from some-ones fist
I don't understand
why the world is so cold
it will treat you like shit
until you grow old.

All I did was protect the one i love most,
my dear mother
without her i would be lost.

I'm sorry mom
for making trouble with dad
but you know how much he made me mad
after what he's said and what he's done
I cant let him think that he's finally won.

All i can say is I'm trying to break free
from this nightmare that wont separate me.
I'm trying my best to get my life back on track
but I cant do that while I'm having a heart attack.