Unwanted Feeling

by Mike Adams   Aug 13, 2008


Laying in bed
Under my sheets
Not caring what happens
As my heart beats

The one dream I want
Cant possibly come true
I'm not that lucky
As that I knew

This must be
What reality feels like
Heart broken and crushed
Both feeling alike

Its not what I wanted
But it happened how it did
Ill have to deal with this issue
As breaking up I do forbid

The tears are flowing
Like Niagara Falls
Just wondering what will happen
When god calls

Saying its my turn
Ive lived my life
Not too the fullest
I pay that small price

Face all red
From crying so much
Nose is running
Hurting to the touch

It doesn't matter
What I feel
The decision is made
Why this happens, is just unreal

I'm going back
To crying in my bed
Its the only thing I'm good for
As I wish I was dead

I pictured this
In a different way
But it is what it is
Theres nothing to say

Tears of joy
Is all I need
But when I'm like this
All my heart does, is bleed

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  • 15 years ago

    by Melanie

    I really liked reading your poem. You know for me sometimes that's all i really do feel good for....just lying in bed and sobbing. It's something i can always count on to happen, it's the one thing that doesn't fail me.
    good job and i send you a great big hug =]

    melanie

  • 15 years ago

    by Sourav

    I appreciate your writing. I can feel the emotions of this poem. This one also flows very well. Only thing I would say is you can do better with your punctuation marks. Otherwise it's a good poem.

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