in the middle of my sleep night
i decide to awake and later to continue my sleeping hour
i did not totally get my proper rest these evening
then suddenly glide the tears upon my eyes
never notice nor recognize until i finally tastes the saltness upon my lips
then i remember what my dad told me in a angry sound
and he said
"i never believe and never been trust you on the first place"
its tough hurt but its alright I'm OK
we never been close seems i was a child
the both side of my cheeks still feeling the nonstop tears of sadness and loneliness
i hug my pillow then lie once more on my bed
waiting till my eyes get tired
then i never notice i already sleep
sometimes even people see how happy the other family was behind of it not so really the was it does
and no one knows about these scenario the feeling i had
cos I'm always wearing
my sweet smile to the world
who knows about these pain
and the loneliness
i broth with me seems i was a child
all they knew I'm brave and most strong ever
*thanks for reading.... ill make another next time!!!!*
