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by CHANGE Aug 31, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I Don't think you understand how Badly I feel everyday. How I struggle everyday to eat and how hard it is to hide the pain. Every moment of every day. The Mirror is my enemy The Blade is my friend I will carry this secret till the last bit of my blood has been bleed! I look in the mirror and cry I wonder how anyone can tell me the i am beautiful and still look my in the eye! The Mirror is my enemy The Blade is my friend! I will carry this secret till the last Oz.of fat has been burned off my body today. As i write this down. I stop and look at myself in the mirror and what do I see Fatty written all over my Body and start to Cry. Then as I sit here and write this down, I stop and look at my wrist, and what do I see the Past, The Present, and the Future Scars on my Arm! The Mirror is My enemy...The Blade is my Friend.. I will hide this secret till my last teardrop has Fallen The mirror... The Blade... Their Stories still live inside me every moment of every day!! �SeOsAiMhIn~AiNe~McGoLdRiCk� . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . I wrote This one!! When you read this read it agian with listing to the song called "stand in the rain" by superchick!!!!
