Set My Soul Free...

by Saravana Kumar S   Sep 24, 2008


The gates of heaven are wide open and i can see the angels calling,
Everyday i try to walk up the aisle but backwards i just keep falling,
My soul isn't ready to take this last journey into the heavens above,
Though shattered and broken apart,i somehow feel it is still in love.

I was there,when my casket was being slowly lowered deep into the ground,
Many near and dear ones were there,but on that day you were not around,
I waited all day,hoping you will atleast come to say me a final goodbye,
and shed few tears,though not even once for me,I have ever seen you cry.

Wondering what stopped you from coming,i just dropped into your place,
and i saw you holding your teddy bear with a big smile on your face.
You're talking to your boyfriend and making promises that we once made,
forgetting that from this world and from everyone i was about to fade.

I got into your thoughts,only to know that I'm no more in your prayers,
I looked into your eyes,only to see that I'm no more missed in your tears,
Every night i sit next to you,and ask myself,all this did i really deserve,
why you hate me so much that even our happy memories you don't preserve.

Love isn't always a fairytale,which kind of ends like forever and ever,
for guys like me,it is a kind of feeling that we wish had happened never,
Though everything about her was a lie all the time,it somehow seemed true,
I guess love does make all of us blind with those words of I love you.

Life is so full of traps,and love is the easiest of them for many to fall,
There is never an end to its pain,for it just keeps mounting tall and tall,
I will continue to wander on this earth,till the day she really misses me,
With tear filled eyes,someday she will say a goodbye and "Set My Soul Free"

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  • 13 years ago

    by Jyoti Rawat

    Yaar why u write this types of articles. Very very heart kiling. BE happy dear. write some happy happy poems/articles.

  • 14 years ago

    by Jyoti Rawat

    Kumar it is really painful. U also made me cry.
    Love isn't always a fairytale,which kind of ends like forever and ever,
    for guys like me,it is a kind of feeling that we wish had happened never,
    Though everything about her was a lie all the time,it somehow seemed true,
    I guess love does make all of us blind with those words of I love you.

    above lines are very very true and 100% agree with u.
    what I say to u. even till now i have not forgotten my past.

    one thing i want to tell.
    now my heart become stone/dead i realize that.
    vo ladka jis ko mein pyaar karti thi us ne love marriage kar li hai.

    when last time i talk with him i realised that he never understnad me. and he never love me. so dear tears are dropping .....................nobody is here for stoping it.

    bye
    take care
    keep smile

  • 15 years ago

    by Meena Krish

    I see you are still caught in love's trap..unable to go on. I hoped after all this
    time you would be okay..but no..
    take care thambi.