Forced away, against my own window (for a time)
Where all my tears are marked
Each drop is cutting deep
Like razorblades on my skin
I had a reason to
Never let go
our past together is nothing
but a lost memory in the mist
our friendship you threw away
(over and over again)
how could you love me
when I dont exist
When I saw your lifeless eyes
I knew something missed
This trashcan is filled to the edge
You keep throwing things in it
Even though its sensitive
You keep filling it with doubt
I knew it was too late
But it didnt hold me back
Im a trashcan
I have nothing to say
My words are clouds over your head
I tried to save you so many times
You refused and shook your head
Silent like the wind
Like a breeze far away
A quite song of suicide in your head
Drifting like a leave
You chose the easy way out
A smile planted on your face
Yet so silent and fed up
I reached out for your hand
You never took it
I can see youre hurt
And so am I
I want to lie down and never wake up
Your suffering is my pain
You never picked me up, you let me fall
And drop
you didn't have the strength
imprisoned yourself from us
Your mind is troubled
I can tell
So go on
Throw your life away
This time I mean it
Im a trashcan
And Ive got nothing to say
