Life's Ambition

I am now of age
to go out on my own.
What will I become?
Where will I be thrown?

I thought I had it figured out,
but I don't know a thing.
Where do I go from here?
What will this vast world bring?

I thought I knew what I wanted
and who I was to become.
Now when I think about my future,
My body and mind become numb.

I used to have dreams and ideals,
I used to have wants and needs,
Now I don't know at all,
I wanted to do good deeds.

I wanted to grow up happily,
buy a home and have a good job.
My drive has ceased to exist.
The more I think, the more I sob.

I don't know what to do next.
Now that I am on my own,
I feel scared and vunerable.
My life, I wish to postpone.

I feel like I'm slowly falling,
My life is in a sad transition,
the only dream i have,
is to have just one ambition.