Sleepless nights lead to my agitated behavior
Soapy floating thoughts rush through my mined
as i wonder though each an every day.
Lifeless as can be, dull and depressed
Yet again another mixed up day
My life leading into dissoray
I guess that's just the price i pay.
A tattered mined filled with unlimited chaos
Clawing through the sand as i reach for the surface
I lay back on my pillow an look at the rippled wave effects my blanket makes and think to myself
that this must be a mistake.
What is my reason? i have no clue as i stare
at the blank pages of a broken life.
One thing will always make me feel welcome
and thats this serrated kitchen knife
I hug the knife like its my last day here
with this pain i been enduring for years
I sit pray to god that i don't go astray
As i live to see another day....
