Me My Father And I

As i sit in exile.. i think of.. Me My Father And I

Sadness in a dessert of loneliness
Silence in a swarm of wasps
Confusion at its highest
Echos of emptiness

I bite the dagger as it pierces my throat
Clenching my teeth as i fight the pain with anger

I'm not letting go till i find the base of all my torment

Nothing left to cry.. my tears have all run dry

I'm smothered with emotion as i gasp for a breath

I'm bleeding to death slowly on the inside

Starving to death as i listen to this little boys cry

"no daddy your not going to die, not today please dont go, i want you to stay."

Not letting go till i find my answers for my fathers death

"why leave me, i cry out loud.. now im lost without a clue
left with this broken heart, there's a million reason why we should have never been apart."

"Oh, father please come back an fix my broken heart"

the boy inside me will always stay until this day until he finds his answers....

(thats all i can write for now im becoming to emotional)

To be continued.....