Where did our friendship go?

How can you pretend not to care?
What makes is all so 'complicated'?
Are you really willing to throw it all away?
Was our friendship so totally overrated?

I didn't mean to hurt you
and I still truly want to try,
but I don't know how to reach you
when you will not hear my side.

What can i do to prove,
just how much i care?
just how much this hurts me
its like our friendship was never there.

why did it suddenly change?
where did out friendship go?
and what did i do to you?
Now I just want you to know ...

i cant handle the hurt much more.
but I've loved you all along
and ill forgive you if you tell me
why did it all go wrong?

*****

Acting like it never happened.
The best of friends again
But something isn't right and
it doesn't feel the same

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
Scared to bring it up
and re-ignite that pain.

But darling I still love you.
I'm happy to let go
I'm happy to forget
I just wanted you to know.

**The part after the stars was written a week later. After our 'fight' was over and we were back to 'normal' again**