Doing this for Nothing

Feel like I should jump off a cliff
Just lose control of all my mind's worries
No more fear, no more shame, no more pain
Aim for a high no drug can ever give me

I keep running away from this place
Trying to find a way to escape my mind
Emotions run amuck in the corners
But I tuck them away when I got the time

These demons I have laugh in my face
Watching me take silly chances just to feel
Getting into more things than I can handle
If I was invisible, I wouldnt have to be real

You all want me to take an easy?
Telling me to just hang back and chill?
But with all the shit Ive been exposed to
It's no wonder my mind can't stand still

I'm waiting for some sort of epiphany
But I know nothing will save me from here
It flows in the veins beyond human control
There's no other way I can make this more clear

I'm beyond the point of no return
Crossed too many lines to find my way
Lost in a maze void of human life
So I think it's for the best if I just stay