The evil inside

All i can feel
is this evil
living inside me
its all ive ever known
i want it to leave
but its embed itself
deep inside my heart
stabbing away as it pleases
causing me pain and agony
i want it to stop
its driving me insane
the knife gives me relief
but its not enough
finally the knife slices
deep enough to calm it
as my wrists pour blood
i become numb and cold
the pain has at last stop
but its to late for me
im leaving this hell
and on my way to a new one