Pain

Fought for something that didn't matter
Risked the peace I didn't know I had
Is that my so-called life forever?

Watching my sister's tears.
Knowing that they're caused,
by my unhappiness.
Wishing to ease her pain,
eve tough it has been caused
by my own.

And, no matter how hard I try
To give her a sincear smile
I just can't, not even for a while.

I know that she really feels for me,
even tough she's still just a baby,
She knows what's in me.

I wish she didn't know a thing...
I wish she didn't feel my pain...
I wish I wasn't ruining her childhood
I wish she didn't notice anything...

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Ispired by "My promise remains" by LingerRemixed
Thank you.