Best friend/boy friend

Best friend: / Boy friend:
i cried today / i cried today
my best friend / my girlfriend
gone.
she left.
asthma took
her life / her life.
was just beginning
she was so / she was so
sweet
nice
understanding
comforting
beautiful
pretty
and smart / and smart
i wrote this poem/ i wrote this poem
to let go
to express my pain
to show my love
to tell you how special she
was to me
and maybe / and hopefully
stop crying. / stop crying.
i'm a guy
i'm a girl
who doesn't like to show
my feelings
/ who needs closure
without
especially through
crying. / crying.
you see
now
her mom told me
when her best friend
told me
on sunday and / on sunday
i didn't know what to do / i didn't know what to do
my life fell apart
my heart was shattered
i love her. / i love her.
known her / known her
6 years / 6 months
been together for 3
and now look. / and now look.
whenever i learn a new
song
when i see somebody
we know
i text her / i call her
now that that's over
but it just hurts me now
i just keep it to myself.
so i keep on moving.
her locker is right across
from mine
her locker's in a whole
nother hall way
and it makes me sad to / and it makes me sad to
see it, but not her. / see it, but not her.
i go around
now i'm only Raniece's
boyfriend
singin all the time
not"HE got HER, that
aint rite!"
that same slow song
but this one song
and it's stuck in my head / that's stuck in my head
heaven
jamie foxx sings it
by jamie foxx
called heaven
i think it's her song / i think it's her song
something i'll never forget.
and i'll always think of
her when i hear it.
it's in my heart. / it's in my heart.
since she left / since she left
nobody seems sad
i don't think anybody
cares
but i am. / but i do.
and it makes me mad
and it frusturates me
how / how
fake
childish
idiotic
insensitive
worthless
mean
and rude people can be. / and rude people can be.
Raniece means / Raniece means
respectful
radiant
awesome
amazing
neat
nice
incredible
intelligent
enticing / enticing
count on God
count on faith
everlasting spirit. / everlasting spirit.
these writings
this poem
are in memory / is in memory
of my best friend
of the girl of my
dreams
Raniece / Raniece
Norvell/Norvell
rest in peace honey bunches./rest in peace baby girl.
TIC-TACZ loves you
ya 'boo 4eva' misses you