You're the one I want
The one I need
The one that means everything to me
Your strong arms around me
Protecting me
You need me just as much as I need you.
I can feel it in your smile
In your warm hands
As we walk fingers interlocked
As if the connection was broken then we'd lose each other forever
Then I wake up into the cold heartless night
And your so far away and I'm still trapped here
Stapled to a cruel demeaning earth
The remembrance that I cant have you
Shocks my hearts and leaves me gasping for breath
The pain overcomes me and I just break down into a worthless puddle
The irony that if you were someone else
I would never had to feel as if my heart, soul, and spirit were sent through a shredder
Discarded by love like an old piece of junk mail
The torn pieces still hurt like hell
I want to call you
I want to tell you
But the fear stops me
The fear that you'll feel overwhelmed
The fear that you'll think I'm a freak
The tears are still flowing
They don't slow at all
So I just lay my head down
And cry myself to sleep
As always
