Happiness (2)

Each day could be a new beginning.
However my darkest thoughts keep spinning.

I live each moment in my past
Thinking this heartache will forever last.

You think I could just let everything go
It\\\'s easier said then done; we all know so.

Oh, how I wish I could say goodbye to all those nights
I haver tried and tried, with all my might.

WIth no confidence, the pain aches on.
And I cry through the night, until the break of dawn.

The more I cry, the more hate that burns within me.
So I kneel to the ground upon my very knees.

i ask for forgiveness and ask to take it all away
\\\"Everything will be okay\\\", I hear you say.

\\\"Someday I know you can move forward
But, first you need happiness to move toward.\\\"

Those words repeat in my mind.
I have to leave this life behind.

Step by step I let something else go.
I do not rush, this is something that must be slow.

My confidence grows and I smile a little more.
This is just the life I was looking for.