Kidding

Another rainy day passes slowly.
I have a heart with no home
And it makes me lonely.
I lie in my bed.
Full of self pity.
You are no where near.
I thought you were kidding.
Kidding when you said goodbye.
Kidding when you said your heart had lied.
I have no comfort.
No arms holding me tight.
No voice inside my head to tell me it's alright.
I lie alone.
Full of self pity.
And pray to god you were only kidding.
Kidding when you said goodbye.
Kidding you said your heart had lied.