I Wish You Understood

Why just can't you realise
How you're hurting me
My life would be so easy
If only you could see

We've been dating for so long now
The fights, they never end
Everything is not my fault
Why can't you comprehend

I have a sister who is ill
A mother who is dying
Why just can't you be there when
I am always crying

Everything is all my fault
Or so it is to you
Can't you see I try my best
Yet you say we're through

All you want is what I can't
To see me would make you blessed
I just can't always be there when
I am always stressed

I always tell you how I love you
You say you love me too
Then why are we always fighting
If our love is true

If you only understood
I have a mom with cancer
You always say she treats me bad
That it is not an answer

I might as well tell the truth
I will not always be there
To show my love and compassion
To someone who does not care

Can't you see that I'm dying
It's not all about you
If only you saw that I'm trying
I only wish you knew

So I end with this note
It is my final try
If all I bring is unhappiness
Then this is my good-bye

I'm always sick and tired of
You who does not care
Why the hell would I want you
If you're never there.