Raining outside

I'm standing here
Out in the rain
It's been poring
For some time now
But I'm still out here
With no umbrella

people just stare
But they don't care
About who I am
Or what will happen
Instead they just wonder
With their arms crossed
In frpnt of their chests

And now
I'm still outside
Still dripping wet
I'm not sick But I'm not okay
It's been a long time
I think I might get used to it