Refuse to Believe

We had been together for eight months
Then one day she broke up with me
It was right after lunch
It made me cry and fall to my knee

A week later her and my best friend were together
I felt like killing myself
I would stay like that forever
But It really started taking down my health

So only after three months they broke up
I was still angry and a little happy with hope
My emotions and feelings for her erupt
As my passion for her each day I tried to cope

She then two months ago told me she loved me
I was shocked /I was beyond belief
But in the end my heart would bleed
As I bit down on my teeth

It had been a lie
She didn't really mean it
I then gave a heart filled cry
AS I died right in my room where I always sit

That killed me more than she will ever know
I am now in shock
As I fall into loneliness down low
As I continue my lonely walk

so now I sit in sorrow and pain
Way down underneath
Trying to forget her name
What she said/I refuse to believe