18 years

18 years Been through it all
Faking a smile as i fall
Don't pretend you'll care
you'll were never even there

18 years gone so fast
I'm still haunted by my past
I'm tired of trying
And sick of crying

So i take a sip of poison so sweet
soon death and I shall meet
I'll take his had with no fear
Look in my eyes . there will be no tears

I'm happy to leave it all behind
For in Death
A new life i shall find