How Deep Is Too Deep?

One cut
And I'm in the zone.
Razor in my hand
Death on my mind.
Tears on my face.
Blood on my floor.
I see my past
Flash like a blot of lightening
I slice again
Why am I crying.
We all knew it would come to this point.
I can't take this pain
My heart is too weak
One more cut
Then maybe I won't have to breathe..
Not enough
Maybe after ten
Maybe just maybe
I will reach my end.
Who would miss me?
My head screams "NO ONE"
My heart whispers..."listen to your head"
So I do
Wonder If I'm dead...

*I know this sucks..but i had to get it out.*