Lossing an innocent Child

Caring for the lil ones.
Don't know how to defend themselves....
Wanting one on my own
with the person I love....
But its a nightmare
He has another child and a wife....
At a young age
Having a lil child without a father.
Knowing that we made it with love
Knowing that its painful.
Knowing that I have an abortion.
Killing an innocent child
That don't know to defend....
It's painful
I'm the worst.
Killing a child
I was going to be a month one he 18..........
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Feb 11-march 13
bye bye my unborn child
please forgive me